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Starting Over and Rebuilding

Nothing quite like realizing that you have to rebuild everything, including your life, over from scratch to make you really sit back and take a look at what you want to keep.

This post marks a important point in my life, as it is the starting over for this website, my writing life, and, well… my life in general.

I’ve been less living and more just existing for longer than I care to admit. Being an anthropophobe can make it scarily easy to just shut yourself away and, well, waste away. I’ve realized that I need to do something, to get myself back into making a proper living and paying off backlogged bills and reclaiming the life that I lost when I lost my home.

My current place of residence is a 7′ wide by 11′ long camping trailer. I love it, I could stand to have a little more room, but as spaces go this is a nice little livable area. One day I would like to save my parent’s old motorhome and move it onto a piece of land somewhere where I can combine the motorhome and the camp trailer into a small cabin that would then be boxed in by a small framed in cabin structure. The motorhome and the camping trailer together would give me everything I would need, since the motorhome has a small bathroom with shower in it as well as a kitchenette and everything, and the camping trailer has a small kitchenette and a small dining area. I could easily convert the motorhome into a dining-room, kitchen, and bath, and the trailer into an office, lounge and bedroom.

All of that aside… my current goal is to rebuild the camp trailer one square foot at a time to create a sleeping space and office in it. This is difficult since I am living in it with two dogs and a cat during these renovations, as well as trying to run a small business out of it. Thus… one square foot at a time. Small manageable chunks.

I’ll be doing the same to my work life, namely this website and the writing I do both here and elsewhere. One small chunk at a time to get it all done. Which, brings me to another issue. Somewhere along the way I lost all of my work on my stories. No idea where the drive it was on got misplaced to, but it’s gone. Start over time.

So… starting over. Rebuilding mt life, my work, everything from scratch and we will see where I am in a few months, 6 months, a year from now. Hopefully somewhere along the way I get my finances all cleaned up and myself out of debt, my writing all on track and some things providing me with an income that lets me save for the future, and with some luck a home where I can tuck in and stop stressing out about having to move again.

It’s sure to either be a very boring or very exciting experience.

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